Posted by: nancykenny | August 29, 2008

Ch-ch-ch-changes

Ed. Note – Since I feel like I’m starting a new chapter in my life, it felt appropriate that I have a new blog to go with it.

I am a professional actor

Towards the end of my shoot on a wonderful little horror movie, the director forbid me from denying that fact. Mostly because he was sick of me haranguing him for saying he was not a professional director. Don’t you hate it when your good advice gets thrown back in your face?

Well, he was right.

I’ve had a crazy month of August. The first two weeks were taken up by said horror movie and I audited a very inspirational acting course.

The movie reminded me how much fun acting was, how much I loved being on set, and how great it is to be part of a team working passionately towards something that’s bigger than yourself. Even the incredibly early morning wake-up calls (did you know there’s a 4:30 in the morning now?) only reminded me that I was getting up to go do something I absolutely adore doing (and if that happened to include cutting people in half with a chain saw or sending someone off a cliff, who was I to argue?).

The course made me realize that I was being a lazy actor. If I’m honest with myself, I know that I expected lots of great parts with very little effort or preparation. I’d go into an audition and just expect talent to carry me through. I would complain about how hard I was working to get things done, but I was really wasn’t working at all.

So, for an upcoming audition, I prepared like mad. I wasn’t going to let old habits stand in the way of what I wanted. I was going to get this part. I read the script a few times and immediately picked a scene that struck a cord with me. I brushed off my monologue and put it on its feet. And then I did something that I never allowed myself to do in the past.
I got help.
Thanks to two really great friends, I got to play with both scene and monologue. They helped me discover things about the characters and make good choices. They were lifesavers.

I arrived at the audition feeling rather grounded. I was feeling happy just to be there. Adequate preparation had already taken away about 50% of my nerves to the point that when I realized there were five extra people in the room than what I had envisioned, I didn’t freak out. I was actually glad for the opportunity to play in front of more people. And play I did. I didn’t take my self too seriously and had fun. Yes, Nancy, acting is fun!

And then I got a callback.

Wow!

Then I took a page out of my amazing friend’s handbook. I went to my resume and added the credit to the list. I was letting the universe know that I believed it could happen.

Guess what? I got the part.

I laughed uncontrollably for about two minutes when I received the news.

Nancy Kenny will be appearing in Rabbit Hole this October at the new Gladstone Theatre (Get your tickets now!)

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On Monday morning, I went and took the crazy to a whole other level. I walked into work and I gave them my notice. After about four years of floundering about in full-time jobs, I realized that if I wanted to truly be a professional actor, I had to either shit or get off the pot. Well, gosh darnit, it’s time to shit!

To tell you the truth, no decision has ever felt so right before.  It was time.

I’ll be at my current job until September 12, and then rehearsals start for Rabbit Hole. My contract is for six weeks until October 25th.

After that point, who knows, but I believe (and it’s about damn time I did) that I can be an actor and still manage to take care of myself.

Besides, if ever I’m royally fucked, I’ll just move in to my film director’s basement and take his DVD collection hostage.
Because I am a professional actor and he created a monster.

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Responses

  1. Very inspirational, Nancy. You rock. Can’t wait to see you on the big screen and the main stage!

    (p.s. I knew you couldn’t stay away from your mistress for long…)

  2. It’s because she’s so freakin’ hot

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